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A glance of Walking Away
Monday, March 23, 2009
8:14 PM
It's a sunny day ,
Bright blue sky ,
I was in a car , waiting for it to stop .
A glance out from it , I saw you ,
And your friends .

Im out of that car..

I can't turn my face into you again .
But my heart cannot slow down the beat .
It feels so warm . And speechless .
I wonder what is this feels .
but I just can't lied that I have a mystery feelings when I first saw you .
I wrinkle my forehead as people do when they thinking .

As I was standing in a green court , holding my hockey stick and teached them a lesson .
A glance the view , everywhere .
I saw you and friends again .
climbing walls , peeping us playing hockey , I think .
But I still can't turn my face into you .
And not brave to look at you .
Im afraid if my look will show you a signal of some feelings .

Each of every second ,
Hoping you are still there watching me .
But I did not feel , you were looking at me .

With all the crowded and noises ,
I heard somebody is shouting .
It's sort of my name .
For the second time , I heard it again .
And this time I heard my name very clear .
But I still ignore it . And I am pretty sure it was you .
The third time you called my name , you make a monsters voice .
It's funny when I heard that .
But still no respond from me .
I can't ! I was afraid . I don't want to show what is my feelings to you .
My eyes , my eyes will show something !

Few minutes later , you were GONE!
I don't know how to discribes this feeling .
I just feels like you turn you face away from me !
Hurt is feels !

When I was briefing them.
I saw you were there !
Walking through the green court .
I heard , you calling my name .
How bad is me ! IGNORING you again and again .
I felt guilty .
When my first looked at you .
I saw a big different in you .
Good and not good . But i don't care about it .
What I care is this feelings when I saw u again .
You said *ombon* . But I just smiled and denied it !

WHAT IS THIS FEELINGS?
What what ??
Loves? Hates? Or nothing at all . Or Just happy to see you again ?

If I feel the love in you .
How about you?
Do you feels the same way , much as I do?
Maybe not ! Only me who is holding a big hope !
Just like hoping to win this Love game . but i guess Not!
Im just such a loser in this Love game .
Im loyal , yes I am . Thank you friend for saying it !
Even though it's been a long time . I still have that love in you .


Love Love Love Don't come to me , at the moment Im not ready to be and have in love !
Come to me whenever Im ready to face the risk of sad , arguing and losing Love
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